Chnaging
I’m fighting with myself in my head
I’m changing
A new me is forming
While the old one is almost dead
Thoughts, feelings, priorities rearranging
I am transforming
It’s hard
Forgetting who you are
But it’s necessary
A lot of people won’t understand
They’re afraid of change
I will throw all my cards
I do not regret any of my scars
I have seen far too many buried in the cemetery
Myself I now must expand
It is quite strange
Fighting yourself in your own head
Losing and winning all at the same time
But what am I losing?
That which no longer belongs
All I see is red
The true color of all your crimes
All of the unseen abusing
You can no longer hide your wrongs
I see the truth in all that you do
And I do not like it anymore
Forgive me for what I have to do in order to protect myself
Karma is way past due
I am fighting a war
The one where there is no self
The one where I must choose myself
Above everyone else
Sabrina Petrocco 