Literal (Self) Reflection

Empty Eyes

12"x18"                                                                                                  Charcoal on paper                                                                                                                                                          2023

It’s no longer sadness 
But a hollowness 
That seems endless
As my skin shrinks around my bones 
And my eyes begin to droop 
As if I have become a clone 
Stuck within a systematic loop 
As I realize I am utterly alone 
Outcasted by the majority of the group 

No Longer the Fool

12"x18"                                                                                                                                                          Ink on paper                                                                                                                                                          2023

I am the fool 
The butt of the joke 
And the reason I am so cruel 
Is because you made me choke 
You laughed out loud 
When I took off my mask 
And so did the rest of the crowd 
And that is why I now ask 
    Am I the fool? 
    Why did you make me so cruel? 
    When you know that I am a rare jewel? 

Hidden Reflection

14"x17"                                                                                                                                                          Graphite and collaged images on paper                                                                                                                                                          2023

I’ve seen myself in many ways
However, I’ve never been able to see the real me
Only a partial reflection
Through a filtered gaze
How then can I trust what I see
When it is all a projection
Of many different versions of me
Which one will I choose to be?